Wednesday, April 18, 2007

A celeb called me...

What’s the odd of a celebrity calling you when you have never been personally introduce to him before?

What’s the odd of a celebrity anxiously hoping to talk to you when you don’t even care if he calls you again anyways?

What’s the odd of a celebrity calling you asking for your number so he can keep in touch?

I told Brad that I’m happy that J0lie makes him a better person now and Will knows no matter how hard Jada tries, she’ll never replace me.

This blog is titled ‘You can live on dreams too’ so don’t go dissing me dawg ! AHAKS !


F@hrin Ahm@d (commonly gossip with Lind@ 0nn) called me twice, anxiously needing to talk to me. Let’s just say he was looking for career advancement and I’m one of his way to make it happen. Both him and his PA, which I think is probably his bro coz the similarity in the surname, wanted to meet me in person to convince me why he would be the best candidate for a project I may have in future.

I respect the determination he showed and doing the dirty work himself to move ahead. The same respect I have for Zul Yahy@ for him being hands-on at his restaurant.

Anyways, can I bring benefit to F@hrin?

We’ll wait and see…

Friday, April 13, 2007

Life's a bitch, and then you die...

Now that I can blog again, I don’t have the dying urge to write anything, very different to how I feel in the last 4 days… eheheheheh….

We always want things we cannot get, and when we know we could, we don’t want it anymore or lose all sense of urgency to attend to it. But when we owned it, we lost every appreciation we used to have for it. What is wrong with us, people? Why do we like to make things complicated when Allah makes umatNya most intelligent being and we use it unthinkably. We have a brain to live wisely and what do we do with it? Besides from making life complicated, we do the unsought and all God forbidden devious act !

Live it simple, live it real, drop all egos and live today like you will never see tomorrow. By the end of all this, you’ll die. What gives then?

Don’t fret over things people are saying about you. If it is not true, who give a shit. Are they important to you? If not, even more reason not to give a shit. Rumours are created for envious reason. The more they talk of the untruth, the more pahala you gained.

I know I value those extra free points anytime !

People play dirty to get ahead in life, in work, relationship, materialism etc. Well, bad vs good, someone sure win. If trickery exceeds honesty, there’s always a reason for it to happen.

If you found that special someone, love each other wholly. If you get cheated, move on. Don't dwell in your sorrow. Next love please ! If you never find the one, you’re probably protected from eternal misery !

Live positively.

Why not??

Thursday, April 12, 2007

I’m back…

If I’ve new posts it means the server is up and going already.

I have been composing my thoughts in Word doc this few days because I have thoughts and wanting to post them but technology as always is unpredictable and we are at its mercy most of the time.

It’s not surprising if one day we’ll be dominated by machines, like in Terminator movies or I.T gotten so smart that they invade us like ‘stadium astro – super sapien’ ad.

Whoah !


Up and running like there ain’t no tomorrow…..

Scroll scroll y’al ! I’m posting all the entries.

Yippppeeeee !!!

Meeb0 anyone…

I resorted to Meeb0 for global communication since the server still gone wacko but as of now, Wed 11/4, I still cannot blog.

Sigh.

Proper Malay language…

Ever notice when we communicate in proper malay, it sounds so formal, polite and have very deep meaning. It’s so weird how a simple ‘sleep well. sweet dream.’ said in malay, ‘tidur lena dengan mimpi yang indah’ give that goose bump-itchy-chill-feeling (translation: geli perut dengar).At least it does to me.

Other languages don’t give such effect. Let’s look back to the days of Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice and the like, Napolean for instant. French are known for its romantic language but of course depending on the state of affairs. Our language, proper malay language, sounds polite. Again I highlight ‘proper malay language’. Imagine you wanna say ‘don’t be stupid’, in malay ‘jangan jadi bodoh’. Use the same tone and manner for in both version. Malay still sound polite. Another example, ‘have you gone mad’, in bm ‘kamu sudah gila?’ – hay it still sounds courteous !

Maybe we should converse in proper malay because the language is gentle, maybe it will create a civil-mannered community. Maybe Malaysians can be nicer to each other. Maybe it’ll help reduce crime rates. Maybe we can be an example to all how language moulds a positive persona.

Maybe… just maybe… I need to start with me.

Maybe next time :-D

Wack again…

The server has gone wacko since Monday.

We lost all communications and online access and we are thunderstruck without it !

No YM nor MSN nor blog nor yahoo music nor friendster nor e-payment (my bills are overdue !!) nor everything that is essential in our every day must-haves.

Guess I’ve to do REAL work until it gets rectify…. Gosh dang it !! Whyyyyyyyyyy !!!!


And all this time me staying late at work til 10pm is only coz I was busy surfing the net. AH HUH ! You believe that, you either suffering from an acute gullibility disease or I have no better place to be but in the office, hence making me the most uninteresting, unsocialable,, dreary and dull living being walking on the surface of the earth.

AH HUH !

Ill filling weekend…

I had the most ill weekend. Since friday evening, I had migraine attack and it went on until the end of the weekend. Intention to walk2 at OU on saturday or rave in F1 didn’t happen. It must be the heat and stifling wind these pass days that hit me so badly. Just as I about to heal, I get the pounding headache again. What a week it picks to ground me down.

Maybe it’s a sign, maybe if I go out, something bad would happen, like maybe be in worst financial distress… which I am this month. Bills bills bills… God knows.


Anyways, my hand talent had so much patience during the 4 days shoot even though he worked more than 8 hours a day ! You can ask for more and especially since Saturday shoot went on to Sunday, that’s already an extra charge. It’s so hard trying to get a newcomer to asked for an adequate fees when he also know he should :-p

Now, if it was my job, you’d hear me advising you “please don’t ask for more. No budget lorrrr….”…. hehehehe


I was out on sunday noon to complete my ‘amazing’ quest but a-million-chance-of-all-god-forsaken-day-unforeseen-obstacle came about (Like leaving car keys in a locked car! Don’t fret. Not my ride *wink*) so ill-fated we decided to give it a go next time. So to the rescue and beyond was my thang on sunday. Note to all, call a locksmith if you locked yourself out from the car and can’t find the spare key. Isn’t it weird that whenever you desperately look for that one important thing, you can never find it ! Oh, mechanic not the right SOS.

Another ‘God knows’ scenario. Things happen for a reason. Whatever it may be, I conform.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Finally I SELL !

After years of effort to sell a friend, any friends and in any ways *muahahahahaha* finally today it happened ! I can officially declare…

I HAVE FINALLY SELL A FRIEND !

I never realized until today this is one of the things I wanted to achieve and today I succeeded one dream !

Well…. technically I sold a hand not the whole body but one side of a hand. Think of it this way, not everyone can be a talent. Let it be a whole talent or a hand talent it is still a talent and now both of our dreams have been achieved !

Anyone needs an unofficial agent, call me, I’ll hook you up ;-)