Friday, March 21, 2008

Uplifting repertoire...

I must really stop snacking on hols. Bad for the weight matey….

Last Wed nite, as I walked towards Cabana, I flashed back to Taman B0tani, with Ayu and Syawa. Three of us planned for a picnic in the park and we rented bicycles and stopped at every rest spot there is because we couldn’t paddle up the hill. We were so unfit and we laughed non-stop too which made it worst to overcome the route. We came to this pathway, somewhat in an orchard and there we were free-spirited, from one swing to another. That was the time. That was a good peak of lifetime. And that was the start of my 7 years bad financial karma. Well it hasn’t been worst and I’m so very grateful of that. Hopefully, it’ll be another year more. Insyallah.

I actually had this narrated in my head when I walked down the pathway. It felt somewhat like ‘Stranger than fiction’ and I wished I had a laptop or computer nearby to write it down. It sounded so much better. Maybe I should consider getting a recorder to record my thoughts that spur in unannounced.

I haven’t been inspired to blog lately. My mind has been tired cause of work, more over with a kanchong boss. She’s very energetic and has quick suggestive ideas and it’s apparent that our way of work and sometimes, mindset are different, and this week, proof our differences. I’m so used of leading portfolio and even though I enjoy lesser accountability now, it stresses me that now I’ve someone breathing down my neck and practise her delegation rights greatly. Having said that, even though she has her mood swings yet she is caring and understanding when personal matters abound.

8 days from today I will finally be on my 6 months booked island getaway. Seems my hols usually pre-planned 6 or more months early ! Well I gotta if I want to have a free-guilt free-fret break.

Oh btw, third ends it all ! I mean the job offer. They were very persistence and I was fortunately unfortunate, have a bond tied here. The digits were 15% more and I’ve to work after 830pm and parking will be 4x more and there will be travels around Malaysia, India and Middle East. When I asked for other company benefit, they didn’t think to share me a dummy letter of offer. It wasn’t the reason I didn’t wanna take it up but I kinda like it here and lately, bring out the real ‘me’… about 2% and that’s already showing too much :-D

2 hours after confirming they can’t pay off my bond, a colleague got a phone call from an ex colleague that works there, asking reference for any malay AM for a tourism portfolio because recent candidate has declined the post. Too familiar huh….

I always say the industry is only a pea big.


I’ve to pick up an activity soon coz my weekends are too predicted. It’s great nonetheless but I seek new exposure and self-betterment in more ways than one. Emmmm… for starters, here’s to a new box on my blog template. If it’s not there now, it’ll be up this weekend.

I did say more ways than one. It doesn’t have to be big goal. Starting small is better than not starting anew at all :-D

Sunday, March 09, 2008

And it all begins...

Leading an undull live makes me crave for more knowing by fact achieving it is surreal, not because I am incapable physically or mentally but merely because I am sunken by the world of ka-ching, the ultimate ruling force to aspire world best vivacity.

I must have something interesting to share since my dismissal from the wacky wide web of blogging.

Thoughts passed through my mind like a voice recorder sometimes in the most unruly hour and gone as fast it came in mind when I touch the keyboards.

Of course so many things had happened and in no order, here’s a sum up:

• Syawa gave birth to a healthy baby boy 3.5kg named Arief Eidlan on March 2.
• Faeza is a 1 month pregger.
• I declined the same job offer twice to only be given more time to ‘consideration the interest’, and proposed to unleash me from my current ties for the trip to Istanbul.
• My handphone screen has kaput and I blindly searched the phonebook to make calls.
• SOS ! I need excuses to decline the offer (again!) and excuses to leave the current. Where do I expect from my career? How do I see myself in 5 years? Getting royalty and not doing time in the workforce anymore… mmmm…in order to get royalty I must produce something. Stump….
• Between tall, grande and venti, I have grande ego and at times dumb. D’uh…
• Out of gad with one ling and need major update from another ling bitch.
• Borrowing a cell from another ling.
• Off holidaying together again.
• Lost one hoohaa crew from planned island excursion and hoping a hop along eventually otherwise we’ll have a hoohaa-less getaway.
• My boss annoys me. There! One reason to take up the offer.
• I am a huge supporter of voters and hats up to those who are practising their rights to vote knowing by fact the usual will prevails but we need the competition as long it’s a fair one.
• I still cant figure out facebook.
• Nurul started to buy me over. Cool !
• ‘The irreversible’ is a wicked cinematography movie that shows hard core violence and cruel human intentions.
• I met Cineleisur3 A&P personnel and now we’re friends (what happen?)
• We’re going to have a new government and the plot thickens…
• I’m sleepy… Gnite !

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