Almost a hero...

I witnessed two ladies felt of a motorbike on the way back from work. They glided off the road suddenly, tumbled a few times before finally they rolled no more. One of the ladies, which I wasn’t sure either the rider or the passenger laid unconscious on the road. The other lady, slowly on her knees, moved towards her friend. She must be in shocked and her body must have felt terrible pain that every inch and movement was hurting her. Luckily for them both, there wasn’t a nearby car that could have run over them and worst, making it a freakier accident.

I passed slowly and heard she said ‘tolong akak dik, tolong akak’. Her eyes were locked on her lifeless friend. Cars and bikers started to park at the side and go to her aid. I moved further front and viewed from my rear mirror. So without further thinking, I stopped at the side and dialled 911. In a nanosecond, a lady answered and asked if I needed assistance. I told her what happened and she connected me to Hosp Kl@ng and he asked if I’m at the scene and do I know if the victim needed assistance. I told him I have to walk out to affirm that. He asked if there’s anyone else there assisting the lady. I looked hard at my rear mirror and told him there are people around her but am not sure what’s going on. So he told me he needs to know if someone will be driving the lady to the hosp and since am not next to the victim, he said he will cross check my call with other reporting calls.

I wanted to go nearer, (kapochi a bit la) but I didn’t coz I was the only female on the dusky road of Glenmari3 (cars are still filling up the road actually). They were given assistant and I did nothing except making a thoughtful call to 911 and being told indirectly am not much of a help to the victim because I don’t know what kind of help the ladies need, so I drove off. A white Wira backed up his car closer to the ladies, which I think is going to take them to the nearest hospital.

I wished I had a camera with me. A point to proof Malaysian is still helpful to assist a call for dire strait.

Malaysia. Truly Asia…

Is it :-D

Just typical...

Ironic how things turn out better without making any effort to mend the situation.

It’s eerie when someone started to act unusually nice when they never do before this.

Strange when someone so strong-minded became so blur and unfocused and have a blonde moment ever so often.

Odd when ideas start pouring in during the most uncalled time and works best for everyone.

Weird when we start to loose interest in things we wanted to do all our life and now that we’re doing it, we want out and don’t want anymore relations to it.

It’s uncanny when someone you can’t see eye to eye with is your bestfriend for life eventually.

It’s even far more bizarre to owned things that it’s impossible to get unless you’re willing to opt for hardship and take those extra million miles.

The more passionate you become, the harder it is to attain the feeling, the more expressive you are, the more crystal you are to others, the more opinion you give, the more others deter.

That is typical aint it…

8 is enuf...

My utmost timing for karaoke was 7hrs with R0nny and either Sy@wa or @yu, and last night, I break my own record with 8 and half hours with maman & hoohaas. Of coz it became more rawkin when they send 5 Didas in….hehhehehehehe

There's Japanese and oysters….mmmm… was battling to swallow it in. We’re not suppose to chew right, just down it right… I had oysters so many times but last night was not a great taste. Anyhow, we sure did rawk the place. We were suppose to end til midnite but since there wasn’t any people coming for the nightingale session or, which I think is more of the reason, in appreciation of continuous support from one particular addicted-especially-at-pavilion-karaokeer, we had the room til 3am !

By the end of it all, my vocal beginning to sound coarse like meng but not to the extreme as ajx… hehehhehe… We even manage to chat online with Nurul coz the place had wifi. She called and chatted with us too. I’m sure she wished she was around to join the chaos.

Some of us want to be where you’re at so live our dreams for us a while longer ya...


More sooner than I hope so, it’s time to bid farewell to another dearest. Sigh. I doubt it’ll be a dramatic change except your presence now is lesser. That’s the sad part.

Btw, I’ve been confirmed at work. The only thing is, I’m not too thrilled with my team. I guess I will need to get use to this and surprisingly lately, I don’t talk much in the office because of the constant disagreement which is seen as a healthy thing but do we need to get into such anxiety to get things done. I don’t feel right at work lately. I don’t know what it is but something is bugging me and I feel kinda disturbed.

What’s wrong with me, I wish I know so that this feeling is gone off my chest for good. Lately I also had enuf with people telling me what to do, dictating and instructing me without considerable reasoning which ended up with me getting into disagreement or retain my rage and making me feel even more pissed off.

I am so grateful for last nite session. Thanx Mam@n... HOOOOOHAAAAAA hoohaas :-D

Better the devil I know…

I was sent for a branding workshop last mon and tues. It was very basic and general and mind refreshing. Sometimes it helps to be reminded of things coz the tendency of forgetting basic principals along the way happens. Besides from the stimulating 101, I also get to know more about my colleagues too. We talked about things I thought only I was facing. Was I ever so glad to know am not the only one. I now feel in place and clear and I don’t take things so abusively anymore. It helps tremendously.

I can only wish things turn out the way I want but more than often, the more I wish it does, it usually don’t. Things are never what it seems and sometimes beyond our control. What I know…

• I can’t make everyone like me. There will be people who don’t. It’s ok. I don’t need them either.
• People who avoid conflict by agreeing with the other or quickly fan the heat off must now learn to speak up what’s already in mind. Shun the shame or embarrassment and stand for rebuttal.
• I can’t be myself when I’m in the agency. There’s already too many drama queens to cope with.
• I make people laugh and make humour without me realising it so but I seem to be doing it often.
• Only selected few understand my dry humour. Those who don’t must be living the dull road.
• People sometimes ‘schema’. I tend to follow if it works well.
• We willingly accept consequences to suffer. Better than living in denial.
• People stay out of friend when priority changes. They could possibly care for each other coz they shared a strong figment in one's life before.
• Weekend is overrated for me. I need long thrifty hiatus away from my norm.
• At the sight of pessimism, optimism appears.


At least I know :-D

Far and away..

I have been insanely busy and indescribably tired with everything, work of course usually the main thing, and I actually like my new work environment but truth be told, I am used to doing things my way, whatever way it may be as long things get done but now with a boss to report to, it’s been an unmanageable struggle ever since.

In the topic of struggle, hat's off to Nuru1 for taking the adventurous step to uncertainty. I, too, will have taken that step if I didn’t get myself in financial fixed. Last Sunday, we attempted to surprise her at the airport. Well it work a bit maybe, I’m not too sure coz Nuru1’ reaction is as blur as she can be sometimes…. Hehehehe… She spotted Maman’s car on the way from the airport because Maman picked Yus and I from s.a but she didn’t noticed us in the car so we hide at the parking lot and went to her at the check-in counter. She was surprised but then said she suspected it. The effort counts hey :-D

You should have picked me up later coz she drove so fast she caught up with us… LOL

Now since she’s been gone, her laptop is almost never out of her sight for chats with friends in Msia… hehehehe… wazap with that gurl? Now we never really far with technology too close aint it *wink*

In the same chapter of away, I found out from a blog(!!) that another dear friend is leaving. Not the country but the state. I know its still in the nation but if you’re not here, you’re just not here, you know what I mean and I had only 2 weeks notice !

You haven’t taken me wall climbing and now the gangstar will be diminished :-(


I know everything is for the best and I’ll adapt to the change…. but why? And when will I get my dramatic change in life…. Sigh.


Good luck dearies !

Face good or face off...

The great thing about faceb00k (and friendst3r and mysp@ce and whatever network hub out there) is we all get to meet, find, rekindle and share our good and bad moments with friends close at heart and likely those who don’t know much about you but feel your emotional discourse.

The ironic thing is, we often sending hugs and kisses and flowers and gifts and willing to even give a Gucc1 or two (virtual of course) but when we physically bump into the person, sometimes, we don’t even greet or even worst, look away from one another. I’m beginning to think our communication skills are limited to what we don’t have to say or express in person. There’s always sms, mms, blog and these network hubs to help us get through the jitter of in-person verbal communications.

So uncool…


It seems cool to me when I asked my niece what time school starts, she said “One” followed by “But I have to go early today because I read while I wait for school bell to ring. In fact I go early everyday” and shy a week a go, the other 2Qs hesitated to let me send them to pre-school coz I always send them a second before the bell expired. Now, what is so wrong about being on time? Do I really have to make extra provision for any setbacks or mishaps? I know for work, my timing is always brilliant that I’m creating an optimistic perception that ad people CAN be on time and CAN be punctual and CAN rely on. Contrary to my social engagements, unconsciously I know I am known for making at least 15mins passed entry. Maximum 30mins tops. I think disadvantagely I’m taking advantage of being irresponsible because this is the only thing I can be so and felt it would not threat anybody else critically… to a certain extend of course.

of course :-"

Why weekend…

I detest being ill on a weekend ! Of all forsaken days, I felt awfully ill on a Saturday ! As if I have no gad plans set in already. Maybe because I came back 530am that Saturday and had 3 hours of sleep because we went to Sanctuary to club with Nurul (for the first and the last time, at least for this year) before she goes off to UK to start a fresh leaf. I have to say our mission was accomplished. Nurul will now leave with fun and happy memory of us that she wished she had known us much sooner. Someone had to sneaked away knowing for sure he’ll be persuaded to stay longer… Hehehe….

I’m so envious of her. I wished I could too :-((



I managed to bring myself to go for Arif akikah (Syawa’s newborn) and that’s when my body started to hint so Maman drove Beb back to KL while I rest a bit. It would have been worst if Ezz hadn’t been kind enough to let me crash over before going to Ahmad’s. I had almost 2 hours of recuperation and a good cold shower and probably elevated at the sight of Ahmad swishing home.

Any sick person for sure could heal in that home ! In fact, I wouldn’t mind getting ill there anytime….hehehehe….


It might as well be a post-redang reunion, though in actual fact was a farewell for Aidid. 3 days is all it takes to gain new friendship. Well, great people always find one another eventually… hehehe….

I didn’t think the uninvited would feel unfavourable when the fact was really just an outthought but I guess when inferiority preceded rationality, one would easily felt unwelcome. We all experienced such moments in our lives. I too faced such scenario and I know some was intentional coz life doesn’t evolve around me being a part of it. Am too optimistic and too slumber to bother myself over trivial non-threatening matters anyways.

No Andy, am not talking about the person you think am talking about… hehehehehehe…

Put aside a fever, flu, headache and heaty tonsil, it’s been one hectic and fulfilled weekend, which I haven’t had for awhile now.

Red@ng fun fun fun…

When you’re travelling with 16 friends, from 2 different socialite, of course there will be dramas throughout the trip.

In the wee morning, Ajx who supposed to car pool with Ijan and Bunga, overslept, missed his flight and drove to KT within 4 hours to catch the last boat over. I was getting woozy after being awake over 36 hours yet survived the boat ride even though I was drenched wet from getting splat throughout the journey.

I had troubled with the snorkel mask the first time but luckily there was 3 sets and the rest was working fine. Holiday is really more tiring because we want to fill up doing things we don’t ordinary so we snorkled, make an attempt to volleyball and concluded am absolutely hopeless in volleyball ! I played my first pictionary and unanimously, Edi was the best player of the nite and Bunga made her contribution to save the environment by using small amount of marker ink and making small drawings.

Everyone have their own way of contributing and this is Flower Power’s way *wink*


Alvin the chipmunk greeted us in the morning when he made he’s door to door visit. Food was disappointing but the place was worth every penny. The beach club was wonderful in location but contrary to the DJ. Surely that didn’t stop us from having a gay-o-time !

Literally speaking of course :-D


I ended up feeling more tired coming back from the break because the travelling and activities that I think soon I need to take another leave doing absolutely nothing at home !

If I had a job on an island, would I still be restless. Close to nature… heck no !

The people I went with, the fun I had, the friendship I newly made and reaffirming the current bond, I rate this holiday an 8, only because the food sux and the boat came 2 hours late the first day !