Saturday, May 03, 2008

Anything goes...

I understand now why she doesn’t take my opinion seriously. To her, I am an exceptional malay who opinion may not be valid because I am not the norm and doesn’t represent the booming spending malay in general. She is aware that we malay urbanite endure modernisations and uphold our tradition. All because I’m in ad. What what????

I also know what’s been putting me down at work. I analysed my working history and wallah ! I never had a boss before. I mean of coz I have a boss to report to but I do not have a boss supervising my work so closely. By the end of the day, whatever they want me to do, I do it and accountable for every action I act upon. Here, I copied her in all my email, although, I intentionally missed out a few because I think it will only spam her inbox over simple things, and constantly reminding me about jobs and dictate my emails and my next action which consequently make me brainless. When I’m tired disagreeing, I do as told, then I’ll go up to her and asked her to deal with her qualm coz I cant fight her fights. Complicated? Yeah, it works it the most unprecedented way…

So since half of the office took off yesterday, half of the half left, went k’ok for lunch and I joined them at the box that is not using wireless mics…

Pompous aren’t we now *wink*


I thought they would typically be singing their lingua but don't seems too. @lv1n even sang $@ms0n song and they sang 3 lingua songs throughout 2 hours session.

When you’re too close to home, of coz can and everyone mutually agreed work starts 230pm :-D

Of coz k’ok with them is nothing close to a session with my friends. They sat and sing and didn’t move to any of the groove while I swayed throughout. Maybe I am different than them. Maybe its time to leash out. Maybe I’m full of maybes. I think maybe I live too long doing the same thing and it’s getting to me. I need new exploration and I’m not saying anything outside the country. I need to settle my unsettling debts to start fresh.

Gosh… 18months to go and not counting coz the unexpected tend to unwelcome itself on me.

So here’s to a good weekend sunsplash *wink*