So much deed in a day...

I achieved so much today.

• Took mom for check up at HUKM
• Went to Puchong to look for washing machine
• Lunch at Subang with mom & bro
• Took renewed roadtax from the bank in Sek15
• Read 4x more pages of 'The other b0l3yn girl'
• Went to Mydin to get toiletries for trips
• Email an urgent file to production house
• Went to KW$P to add nominations
• Apply for KW$P-A$NB investment into A$W
• Went to get med for trips
• Helped Ying deal with her wacko hp at @lam S3ntral
• Went to S@ Mall to get repaired sport shoes
• Did intermediate yoga at home (exercise-form of yoga is not against the fatw@)
• Baked 2 set of kek batik for home and anak yatim (my sis’ donating, am contributing via the making)
• Blog
• To wash turtle aquarium
• To finish celebs proposal for….*P&C
  

Imagine what more I can do if I do not have a permanent day job and manage my time efficiently.

The time will come…
The time will come…
The time will come…

Hols...

The itinerary is out!
It’s a 6 days 5 nights trip, from 7-12 Dec. We’ll be moving from N@rita – Lake Kaw@guchi – Toky0 – N@rita.

We’re offered to extend if we want but am so not gonna! We have a free day and am ever so worried about that already. Lunch and dinner on our own. Where we gonna go, what are we going to do? We could go Disneyland for RM300, it’s a whole day event up to fireworks. It’ll fun if I go with my family and friends but the thought of RM300 is darn steep. My colleague said it’s conducted in Jap@nese too. Anyhow, I don’t know anyone planning to go. They rather walkabout Toky0. I’m game for that.

Now, I just need to reaffirm myself that my winter coat could withstand the weather. I’m planning not to bring my winter jacket coz it’s bulky and coat will be easier to carry around with the change of hotels but I just cant remember if it could endure weather of zero Celsius, worst case scenario. Another reason I rather wear my coat this time, so that the pix would be different than last year’s trip. Hehehe…


Meanwhile 2 darls decided to go Si3m R3ap on 4th. I always had that destination in mind but cant join them coz (1) clash with Toky0 and (2) where la got enuf dough!
Anyways, 2 weeks after a darl and I will be Bandunging.

Peer 2 on 2 :-D

Real me deal…

I blushed when my talent gets accredited…

I blushed when I’m fashionably praised…

I blushed when I’m encouraged to do the unusual…

Most diffidently, (yes I pressed shift+F7 to get this word), I blushed when I know I can do it well but just refuse to initiate…


I resent my ideology is being challenged...

I resent my strategy is being exposed…

I resent my intention gets interrogated…

I resent my capability gets ignored…


And most excruciatingly (I got this word on my own!), I resent my friendship is discreetly questioned.

Blog away...

My brother, who resides in London for the last 8 years, has decided to have his own blog after reading my past 3 years entries overnite (which I did not asked him too) and got emotionally disturbed coz none of my post mentioned him. Err…. duh…

Anyhow I think it’s a good thing coz blog helps us express our inner thoughts and feelings, and it’s a good self relieve therapy. Being far from the family, we, the sisters, could read how things with him and vice versa.

Errr… am the only sibling with a blog (as far as I know at this point of entry) so I guess versa to just me.

I read somewhere that if one is reserved or in need of expressing their frustration but have no one to console or no one to trust, the next best thing is to put it across on paper. It will, miraculously, help compose and put perspective to the aggravation.

On the contrary, it could also brings uneasiness to some people who may think it is directed to them or the norm, is when one cannot say it and uses blog to utter their true feelings.

Whatever the intention, whatever the message, whatever the use, just be mindful that bloggers and readers are human with feelings. Do not abuse the wonderful force of blogging and most importantly, don’t get caught by 1S@ or any worldwide cyb3rs3curity and the lot. That’ll sux big time for example R.. P.. K


So Jeffrey, welcome to the world of blogging!


PS… do use acronym i.e sh33r@ when you mention me in your blog. It could turn up when you g00gle me. I learnt my lesson the most embarrassing, knock-my-head-on-the-wall-if-i-could way!!


Btw, 3 years ago today, this blog was setup and it’s still going strong, even though, the posting is not as often as a year ago :-D

Wishful wishes...

Evidently I got my exchange rate all wrong! For once am glad I was wrong. So jap yen is about 50sen more than USD. I can live with that. I mean I’m so gonna squeeze my hands if I shop anything in Tokyo but at least, I can rest assure 100yen of water only cost me RM3.8 rather than RM38.

Yea dats how bad I screw up the yen. Pwehhhh….


Enough of bad news. The good news today though, is that rupiah has gone lower than ever at 0.0325. Much much opposite of yen. So am thinking I can get that change first now and bring rupiah to Japan…heheheh… so irrelevant :-D

I was fretting about getting my colleague who is on hol in Shanghai to be my roommie coz I was dodging to share room with another colleague but it seems my fuss was unnecessary coz it seems they already paired me with her (the colleague I wanted) since last Thursday and other people knew who my roommie is before I do. Mmmm… spot-on assumption.

Anyhow, visa application seems difficult and so am hoping we don’t have to go through individual application coz that would need us showing RM5K in the bank account and mine aint as generous as that (try nil to be close… ahaks!). Pathetic soul, yes I am.

I shouldn’t complaint though coz as Pak Uda stated, I’ve my fortune but not in money form. Am grateful that I have any fortune than none at all!

Alhamdullillah.


So while I do fret about going to the cold, hectic and expensive city on earth and my plan to shop til I drop in Bandung may not materialize, I am just happy in Dec I’m barely working and I know it would be hard for me to even think about work! It’s even harder when as of today my mindset is not to work til next year!

Darn it!

“Yes boss! I’ll get those reports ready EOD.”

So much for not working oh so soon! A gal can live on dream, remember *wink*

Tokyo... oh... oh...

The hint given: In the north and it’s cold.
The date: Initially the email stated 11-14 Dec, then rumour has it in week of 8th Dec
The reason: Must have this year before anticipated recession next year

No it’s not Perak in the rainy season.
No it’s not Xmas.
No it’s not Bonus.

While I was away to a meeting, the announcement was made.

TOKYO! For 5 days!
And the company close the whole of week 8th Dec!

Not a place I ever thought I want to go but hey… it’s TOKYO!

*Let me fret over financial tomorrow. Life’s too short to ponder on the uncontrollable….

Sigh... sigh...

When I don’t write, I have a lot to say, when I do write, I sway.

8 years ago someone predicted a life changing career will happen to me. Today, a glimpse was shared, last week I actually dreamt of the change – both in good and scary sights, Thursday I forecasted an offer to come by.

At the end of it all, I cant decide, I got fickled and thinking short term on how am I going to go for the company trip AND have enuf to shop2 in b@ndung.

Stress… stress…

Ow... ow... ow...

I don’t get it. I really don’t get it. I do bodycombat at least twice a week since Oct and cardio on treadmill and rower and yet my body still ache like I don’t work out at all.

My left toe is hurting, my right arm…ooooo… my arm…. and my back and shoulder feels tight. I really don’t get it. Badminton is the new agenda this whole month and we started last Sat. Although there was a bit of hiccup regarding reservation at Stadium KJ and lead us to Sunway for pool before actually playing at 3K, but the rest of the month should remain as scheduled/booked. The last time I played was 4 years ago and since half the suppose-to-play didnt turned up, there was 5 of us and the first half and hour was the longest time we ever felt...hehehe... By the end of the month, we're ready for SEA games... NOT!


I may have possibly give up blading though honestly, it was hard to let it go coz I did enjoyed it, minus the stress up and down the curb and knowingly that’s the only time I get to chill with a ling but the rest were getting better and I still have my fright! Silly me I know… I’m just waiting for a buyer now. Waiting…waiting… waiting…


Yesterday, I was all set to send Russ to a pond but the more I looked at her (I think it’s a female), the harder it felt. So ended up, also because it was already too late. It’ll have to be done next week. Maybe at TTDi pond coz I heard there’s more turtle there.

I didn’t realized it would be tough for me to let a pet go. Naturally, of coz it’s hard right after over a year (I cant remember when I got it….) and now, it’s just too big and need a bigger, free-er place to breed.

Dd, when are you putting yours there? Let’s do it together…

Hunting for time...

I was out of the house by 5am on Sunday morning. On a normal weekend, that would be about the time I reach home. I don’t even wake up this early for a shoot.

It was exceptional last Sunday because I joined the hunt organised by The Sun. There were 275 cars. We were #109. I self-designated myself as the navigator. Good thing too coz I know the route for the hunt very well.

We got 19/20 Qs correct… but we didn’t get on any of the 145 placing. Not because we were low on the scores. Would have gotten between 130-145. Well, let’s just say we were careless (including the driver) on the total hunting time allowance.

Anyhow, I had fun and honestly, that’s what am in for. To win would be sweet but the experience was sweeter. Anyhow it was a hunt well done minus 60 mins :-p

Yeah dida to the Wordtwisters!

Mmmm…that explains the lost, can even get the instruction right coz we got it all twisted. That and also cam whoring during the briefing while another member milking in the car….hehehehehe….

Sometimes...

Sometimes you wish for the best of others and when it does, you secretly wish the worst happen instead.

Sometimes you mock people who hurt themselves over extreme anger, only to have the pain and bruises yourself.

Sometimes you’re content raising someone’s motivation, only to get demotivated along the way.

Sometimes you go extra miles to make someone happy, only to be hurt in return.

Sometimes you do more than you should without any expectation, only to wonder why you bother cause no one else will share your qualms.

Sometimes you think you’re tough emotionally and physically, only to discover, you’re not that strong after all.

Sometimes people break up for the best of each other, only to feel miserable without one another.

Sometimes you sigh when someone depend on you so much, only to sigh when they don’t need you anymore.

Sometimes you behave the way ‘you think’ is expected of you, only to suffocate yourself with lies and pretends.

Sometimes when you give your all to someone you love, only to lose everything in the end.

Sometimes fling is better than a commitment, only to end up alone all your life.

Sometimes it is best to stay friends than getting into a relationship.

Sometimes your true friends, turns to be your true enemies.

Sometimes you think you’re exceptional, only to discover you’re replaceable.

Sometimes your best friend is your best enemy.

Sometimes thinking too much can get you suicidal.

Sometimes we just need to have faith and believe things happen for a reason – good or bad, life’s like that.